Me Being Me

To say the thing, you never want to say.If you asked folks close to me, they would tell you (most likely in secret) that I am a lazy, lying, fraudulent coach.  It is true.  We all say negative things about ourselves, but those words / thoughts / feelings have no power unless actually back that declaration up with integrity.  That is what gives it power.  But to acknowledge it, own it, see it, sit with it, so then you can let it go has no power.As you know, on my journey of Me Being Me, I have talked in my past about needing money, needing a certain outcome. Earlier this year, I needed money for a car payment.  I was committed to receiveing money - even from a person who might not be the best fit or someone that i really did not want to help.  I got a warm lead using my "sales" skills, to give me the money even though part of me did not feel I deserved it as I was posturing myself to her.Her vote of confidence in me, melted my heart and I was grateful for this trust. The next day she told me how she broke inte