Me Being Me

As you have been listening to this podcast, I think you know that sometimes I find paradoxes on my journey of Me Being Me.  The things we want really bad guide us to take actions, but then we expend a lot of energy to the thing we have become attached to obtaining. For me when that thing is right in front of my grasp, that is where i have screwed up and missed it.Today I was being super present with my wife as she was getting ready for our daughter's birthday party.   At the end of the night I just wanted to have sex and I knew from the beginning that was my game plan starting the day.  The kids were in bed. We were in our bedroom.  Tonight I had gas.  I am not going to lie, it was pretty stinky farts.  My wife walks into the room and basically told me "if you're wanting to have sex tonight, uh, that's probably not going to happen because you stink so bad."I was so mad. I had made it this far only to be stopped by my farts. Tonight I did something different.  I decided to give her love and connection and just