Behind The Glass With Charlotte Eriksson

You can only lose the things you cling to... My history of leaving is a consequence of my fear of losing and it’s a contradiction I can’t explain but still feel so incredibly clear and it’s my root of all evil. I’ve found things––people and dreams, that I love so deep and profound that I cling to them, attach myself to them, want to become a part of them and their world. But then my fear of losing them gets too large: my fear of being left alone, small on the ground, with nothing and no one, and I cling harder, and they suffocate and I feel the leaving slowly arrive, and I still can’t bear the thought of being left so I pack up and depart. I call it new beginnings. I call it endings with no goodbye. I call myself a leaver, while in fact: I am just really scared to be left. Music used in this episode: "This Lonely Town" by The Glass Child: https://open.spotify.com/track/1FwosBA71UF9RQQlUAeVWU?si=4uz1RIegTAycmAMoF4Ir2Q